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Georgina Rodriguez says losing one of her twins was the \u201cworst moment\u201d of her life.<\/p>\n
The 28-year-old model and her footballer partner Cristiano Ronaldo, 37, were devastated when their son died in childbirth on April 18.<\/p>\n
She has now said she was left wondering how she could \u201ccarry on\u201d after the loss and credits the love of her family for getting her through her grief.<\/p>\n
Rodriguez added she was also gifted the \u201cbest\u201d moment of her life as her late son\u2019s twin sister was born healthy the same day she lost him.<\/p>\n
She made the admissions in a preview of the upcoming second season of her Netflix series \u2018I am Georgina\u2019, shown to journalists at a Spanish TV and radio film festival.<\/p>\n
Rodriguez said: \u201cLife has gifted me so much in such a short space of time.<\/p>\n
\u201cThis year, I\u2019ve experienced the best and the worst moment of my life in an instant.<\/p>\n
\u201cA big piece of my heart shattered and I asked myself how I could carry on.<\/p>\n
\u201cI had the answer nearer than I thought. I looked into the eyes of my children and there I saw the only way of doing it, being all together.\u201d<\/p>\n
Rodriguez\u2019s surviving daughter is called Bella Esmeralda, who she called her \u201csmall great blessing\u201d in a social media post when the girl was nearly four months old.<\/p>\n
She also shares daughter Alana Martina, four, with dad-of-six Ronaldo, as well as Cristiano Jr, 12, and five-year-old twins Eva and Mateo.<\/p>\n
The couple said at the time they lost their twin boy: \u201cIt is with our deepest sadness we have to announce that our baby boy has passed away. It is the greatest pain that any parents can feel.<\/p>\n
\u201cOnly the birth of our baby girl gives us the strength to live this moment with some hope and happiness.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe would like to thank the doctors and nurses for all their expert care and support.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe are all devastated at this loss and we kindly ask for privacy at this very difficult time.<\/p>\n
\u201cOur baby boy, you are our angel. We will always love you.\u201d<\/p>\n