Zimbabwe: ‘I Am Focused, Ready for the Road War’

Stephen Muzhinji

29 May 2011

opinion

It was sad to be leaving my wife, family and especially my two-year-old son for an extended period. I sit here and wonder: are these the emotions that go through every sportsman and woman before they depart for a long trip to pretty much do their job.

I do know that this is what has to be done, as this is the life my family and I have chosen. Without sounding harsh, being away from my family will do me a lot of good as I can then start to focus 110% on the task at hand and not have to worry about the stresses and strains and distractions of everyday life at home. At least my family will be at Comrades (today) again this year, which excites me as this will keep me motivated and perform at my best when they are watching me.

From a professional side, it’s weird to think that the next time I am at home, I could be a three time Champion of Comrades, or still a two-time champion. I sometimes think “What if I don’t win?” Would I be embarrassed and would I be able to walk with my head held up the way it is right now? Would people still see me as a good athlete or would they now see me as just a regular runner? Because let’s face it, and if any sportsman or woman tells you otherwise they are lying, everybody likes to be noticed and to feel a little special.

If I don’t win again, would I be letting down the people that supported me, my country and the ones that have entrusted their faith in me? Yes, yes, I know most will say as long as you gave your best we will still be there, but truth being told, people are fickle.

If I win again, I could arrive home to a heroe’s welcome, and that is what fires me up to continue to succeed. When you do well, to see the smiles, laughter and joy it brings to the faces of your friends and family and that’s what it is all about. If I can make people happy and smile as a result of my achievements then that is just perfect for me. I will come out on top because I have done as much, if not more, than I have in the past and I do have a trick or two up my sleeve for the guys that want to chase me down at Comrades.

There is a new, focused and pumped-up Muzhingi. Look out! There is going to be a Road War between Durban and Pietermaritzburg!

So I will finalise my arrangements for SA, and will come back home in a few months, and whatever happens I know that my family will always love me, and no one or any title will change that, and I am a Champion!!!!!

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