[Confession] I Was A Drop-Out, Drug Addict And An Ex-Convict, But She Loved Me Perfectly!!!!
Guys, I just wanna share something with you. I know its very long but please read it, I wrote it from the deepest part of my heart.
She was the very first girl I ever loved, I think I was 11 when I fell for her. She was pretty, smart and very popular. I was just a kid back then but I knew that one day she would be the girl I would marry. When I was 15, I finally had the courage to ask her out. We were high school sweethearts, I was so in love and she also loved me very much. The problem was that I was abused as a child, molested by my uncle, my father left and my mum was a drunkard and she often physically and emotionally abused me, she told me everyday that I will never amount to anything because I’m as useless as my father. As a result of all the drama at home I failed in school and I became a walking disaster. I drank, did drugs, slept with girls, anything to keep me from going insane but the most effective drug was her, this girl was with me through it all and she loved me nonetheless, even though I cheated on her and often made her cry, she still loved me more and more, it scared me a lot because I was never loved by anyone before, my family, my friends nobody actually gave a damn. Later, she went to the University, leaving me behind and my life fell apart. I didn’t know what to live for anymore. I dropped out of school, became a drug addict and did crime, I got arrested for hijacking and theft and was in jail for 3 years, she wrote me letters in prison and came to visit me during her school holidays. She told me she still loved me, no matter what I did she would always love me. While in prison I found out that I had made another gal pregnant. I was scared to tell my girl because I didn’t wanna lose her but somehow she found out and told me that its okay, children are blessings from God and she would love the baby as her own. I was blown away, I didn’t know what kind of a person would act this way. I was a convict, a drug addict, a drop-out, no job, no money, I had absolutely nothing. She, on the other hand was very beautiful, intelligent, had a degree, a job and she was about to buy a car, yet she loved a guy like me and she believed in me. It brought tears to my eyes, I made a promise that when I left prison I would make something out of myself, just for her.
Finally when I got out, I went back to school and did a part time study, while I did some little jobs here and there. I just graduated last year and got my first real job. And last week, I proposed to my angel and she said yes. Now I want nothing more than to love my wife everyday for the rest of my life because I wouldn’t be where I am today if she didn’t stand by me and believed that I could be something more than what my circumstances told me. The Jesus that she introduced me to is truely alive because the way my life changed is a miracle. I love this girl more than anything and I will live to make her happy.
Word of advice: never give up if you believe its true love!!!
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